murmuring

i miss the feeling of step on fallen leaves of phoenix trees; i miss the lamplight and the familiar smell from convenient stores throughout the whole year; i miss the booths of chahan and eggpatties outside the dormitories; i miss the crowd in metros, in department stores, even in temples; i miss the bicycle streams everyday between lectures; i miss u, eyes, cherry, kinki, tetsu, rus.. i remember wandering around campus at midnight with u; i remember cutting self-brought water melon in a BBQ eatery with u; i remember sharing street food with one pair of chopsticks with u; i remember laughing, crying, drinking, smoking and even bedside whispering together with u.

i can only write down the above words here otherwise u'll worry about me. i should be stong enough to endure all the loneliness cuz i know u guys miss me too. i know that..

很多事情太难放下
每次想找人说话都会想到一个个有你们的夜晚
如果当初没有遇见你们，现在便不会觉得这样无助和孤独
但是幸好遇见了，否则怎能尝到如彼时的快乐和如此时的哀伤
若再一次聚齐，请逐个将我拥抱